The Adventures of SuperFitt

hello again.

2008-06-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

my name is fitriana. im 18 years old. i used to use this site to tell my friends about things that happened to me. i post EVERYTHING here. however some bitches use this site to ruin my life. well to make things clear, i have stalkers. i dont really care at first, but after awhile they got on my nerves and i decided to move. somewhere they cant find me and annoy me anymore. so yeah. catch me if you can bitches. oh, do comment though. no spamming please. cause i really will haunt you once i get to know who the fuck you are. one way or another, ill make sure youll suffer. :)

2008-04-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

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tell me what the hell do you want exactly????

2008-04-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

*sigh*
akmal,akmal....tak paham aku...
ive already moved on.i swear.but the feeling is still there.how?i know he wants me to take him back.i know he misses me and all.but he just wont say it directly.boys,will always be boys.i just cant understand them.

youre out!

2008-04-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

ooh.your time is up honey.bye bye frowner.i have to be firm once awhile you know.
:)

mind over matter.

2008-04-16T17:43:00.001+08:00

oh shit!

did i tell you that ive been vomitting since sunday?
and mother had been trying to shove the food down my throat.
is it just me,or this whole situation took control my body?

mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.
mind over matter.

hahhaha.
psycho sey.
hehe.

me or her?

2008-04-16T16:56:00.003+08:00

once a player,will always be a player.
once a fucker,will always be a fucker.
once a liar,will always be a liar.
once a matrep,will always be a matrep.
:)

so heres the continuation of my arduous fucked up life.
hahaha.

so on monday,after confronting akmal and that horse-teethed girl.this happened after 20 mins later.
Junior says (8:25 PM):
hey
Junior says (8:25 PM):
akmal just called me
how stupid can i be? says (8:26 PM):
wad he said?
Junior says (8:26 PM):
he asked me to help him
Junior says (8:26 PM):
zzzz
how stupid can i be? says (8:26 PM):
do wad?
Junior says (8:26 PM):
to talk to u
how stupid can i be? says (8:26 PM):
talk abt wad?
how stupid can i be? says (8:27 PM):
to leave him alone or wad?
Junior says (8:27 PM):
no
Junior says (8:27 PM):
he wants to get back to u
Junior says (8:27 PM):
this is what he said ar
Junior says (8:28 PM):
he said that his friend just now right
Junior says (8:28 PM):
was like playing only
Junior says (8:28 PM):
holding hands and stuff ar he said
Junior says (8:28 PM):
then i told him ar
Junior says (8:28 PM):
even though he said so but to a girl's eyes its not
Junior says (8:28 PM):
so he said he know ar
Junior says (8:29 PM):
but he wants to get back to u.

then on the phone,i asked him to tell me what he wants exactly.guess what he said!"i dont know"bodo punye jubo!till today,my question is very simple when he gets irritating.me or her?and he wouldnt reply.and when i said if you dont wanna leave her,ill leave.simple as that.i gave him 4 chances even after i saw him holding hands with that fucking horse.but he still didnt reply whenever i asked him that.im giving him too much pressure?yes i am.but if youre been pressured,you will definately blurt out things that youve been keeping right?but this trick just wont work.and trust me,whatever i say or do just cant get through his thick fucking skull.
so am i wrong to react this way?
you decide.i just hope that your mind can work better than his dust-sized brain.
and the girl!THE GIRL!she knows that im with akmal.but she still hangs on to him.if you know that guy is attached.and youre not a bitch,why in the world would you still be friends with him?and worst,hold his hands??am i right or am i wrong?so dont get pissed off if i called you a bitch.dont try to act innocent or youre the victim here because you know that youre wrong!you shouldntve stepped into the scene!
mu goodness!i didnt know that i still have this angst eventhough it doesnt hurt anymore.
oh well.whatever.if akmal choose me,well he made the right choice.but if he didnt,his lost.because i know i gave my guy EVERYTHING.im sure and 100% positive of that.

godamnit!

2008-04-15T17:19:00.005+08:00

Why does the grass always look greener on the other side?

No, the grass isn't greener on the other side, because most of the things we want are things we really don't need and perhaps we shouldn't be wanting them (like a married man or woman) etc.

It's human nature to get bored once in awhile and one can dream, but the trick is (if you are going with someone or are married) is not to touch! We all have fantasies and there is certainly nothing wrong with that. Sometimes we have problems in our relationships and it can go on for days, weeks, months or possibly years and most of us feel like packing a bag and disappearing to some place we can forget about it all. The problem is, you're just dragging the garbage behind your butt. So, it's best to deal with the problems in your relationship. A mature couple can sit down and talk anything out. If one of the two is not willing and you've tried your very best it's time to move on. Relationships are about two people who love one another, trust each other and are loyal. If you don't have these commitments then the relationship will fail.

i admit that im wrong.i always asked for break ups and stuff.but you shouldnt react this way.you shouldve talk to me what you dont like and all.
soo many things i wanna tell you.but you just wouldnt answer the phone or reply my messages.and i cant do anything about it.so dont blame me.its about time that you should stop pointing your fingers at others.its about time for you to admit that because of that girl we're like this.its about time that you should admit that you already LIKE HER MORE THAN ME!!!!theres no such thing as "i love her as a friend."even an idiot disagree with that.and im soo stupid to believe you when you said youre just friends with her!

oh man...it hurts soo BAD!

yesterday.

2008-04-15T08:51:00.004+08:00

so many thing happened.soo many shits happened.even the things that i didnt want to happen,happened.
but still he said he needs time.
people has been telling me to leave him alone.and yes i did.for three freaking weeks.but guess what,i saw him holding other girl's hands in front of me within an arm length.and tell me if the way i reacted were unreasonable.
when i asked him,why do you need time for?and for what?he replied by saying he doesnt know.and when i said theres no love anymore.the love had faded.i swear he said i wont stop loving you.and within 24 hours,i saw him with another girl.the worst thing is that when i saw his hair;spec and shoes,i dont wanna believe thats him.i dont wanna belive what i saw.because im sooo desperately wanna make things work.because i know if i leave him,he would be lost.but instead of comforting me,when i called the girl a bitch.he fucking comforted her IN FRONT OF ME!how would you feel if youre in my shoes?
i know he has already developed feelings for that girl.i know he needs time to actually decide its either me or her.and i cant believe that even at this point of time,i still think he would choose me.
all along,when i give him space,i thought he was alone.but little do i know,hes enjoying his life with another girl that he just knew 3 weeks ago and left me who had been through EVRYTHING!he was soo damn out of control before.and i was the one who fucking change him.i was the one that pulled him out of those shits.i was the one whos by his side when eveyrhing was dull for him.but when it was time for him to give in for a change,he went off with other damned girl.
is it fair?junior kept telling me,life is unfair.i know.but i just cant find any reason why i should be treated this fucking way.i gave him whatever he wants.i gave him everything.but im just not good enough that he has to run off with another girl.the truth is,i will never be good enough for you.right,akmal?

2008-04-14T16:16:00.003+08:00

im stupid.

i shouldve seen it coming.

goodbye to all.

2008-04-13T21:00:00.003+08:00

a friend said im totally different than before.

im not as strong as before.

im not like before.

well,that Ria Fitriana Usman Jusuf that used to be cheerful,strong,independent,bubbly and confident is dead.

i just cant.

2008-04-12T19:08:00.002+08:00

brother and father went to the contenders finale tonight.

and my mother went to her religious class.

so im all alone at home.

ive never been this lonely before.

so i browse thru you tube.

and found this.

shes superb!

a convo with a friend of mine.

a chance is from a person who are willing to give. experience is from the chance that u're given; says (6:19 PM):
just believe in tis.. sumtin tt god takes sumtin away fm us means sumtin gd gona come to us..
a chance is from a person who are willing to give. experience is from the chance that u're given; says (6:19 PM):
its only the matter of time.
a chance is from a person who are willing to give. experience is from the chance that u're given; says (6:20 PM):
the thing tt u hate the most.. tt is the best thing for u
im coooooooooooooool. says (6:26 PM):
i was happy then.
im coooooooooooooool. says (6:27 PM):
aku just nk the 5 mths ago back.
im coooooooooooooool. says (6:27 PM):
dats all.
im coooooooooooooool. says (6:27 PM):
im not asking him to change or wad...
im coooooooooooooool. says (6:28 PM):
i just want everything to be normal.
to give is to receive; says (6:30 PM):
well.. wat is done is done.
to give is to receive; says (6:30 PM):
let bygone be bygone.
to give is to receive; says (6:30 PM):
aku pn nk.
to give is to receive; says (6:30 PM):
bt wat cn we do.
to give is to receive; says (6:31 PM):
life has to move on.
to give is to receive; says (6:32 PM):
cmon. dun be ridiculous. dun hang ur life for a guy.
to give is to receive; says (6:32 PM):
life dun cater wat u wanted.

to give is to receive; says (6:35 PM):
no matter wat u say nw.. will nt bring back ur 5mths ago.
to give is to receive; says (6:35 PM):
get it.
to give is to receive; says (6:36 PM):
soo.. move on.
maybe i didnt see it coming. says (6:37 PM):
i cnt la.

maybe i didnt see it coming. says (6:37 PM):
nt now.
to give is to receive; says (6:39 PM):
like u said.. n i always believe in tis..
to give is to receive; says (6:40 PM):
if u wana do sum thg.. it cn be done in a blink.

to give is to receive; says (6:40 PM):
soo.. wt do u hv to say nw ha?
maybe i didnt see it coming. says (6:43 PM):
im not dat person anymore.
maybe i didnt see it coming. says (6:43 PM):
maybe i dun wana move on.
to give is to receive; says (6:43 PM):
FUCK YOU!

as broken as i can be.

2008-04-12T13:19:00.000+08:00

did i mention that for PE,we're having roller blading?

and this only applies to the sec 5s ONLY!

being the senior of the school is the GREAT!

woot!

pretending like nothing happened is not as easy as i thought it would.

dear akmal,

2008-04-09T16:29:00.003+08:00

~~i love you.~~

~~and i fucking miss you.~~

2 point bloody 4 km.

2008-04-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

so just now was the 2.4 km napfa test.

i dont know whether i passed the test or i failed.

my timing was 14.47 mins.

to tell you the truth,ive never passed my 2.4 test.

im quite proud of my timing.

but if i fail,i swear im not gonna run again!

as usual,my day was depressing.

im not myself lately.

and i hate this monster in me.

i tend to throw my anger at the wrong person.

ive turned to somebody that i dislike.

ive lost hope in everything.

im just too broken.

2008-04-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

can you belive that me and my brother had been walking nonstop from 1pm to 845pm?

okay,im soo exaggerating.

within that time,we went to thai expree.

and thats the only time we rested.

first we went to arts friend to buy my acrylic paints and mounting board.

then off we go hunting for MY shoes.

its quite frustrating as EVERYSINGLE shoes that i wanted to buy doesnt have my size!

cb!

its like ALL THE SHOES!

we went to at least 10 shops.

last we went to this spin a bottle or spin the bottle store at heeren.

and guess what,they have this cool shoes and the good thing is that they only bring in ONE pair!

and i guess it was my luck that that one and only pair in singapore happens to be in my size!

WOOOOHHOOOOO!

and abang bought his shoes too.

but his was from gallery at pacific plaza.

his is nike.

mine is worn again.

mine is cooler than his.

mine is one and only in singapore.

hahahahahahaa.

and its quite cheap too.

i think its about $142 or something like that.

but all along,i cant stop thinking about akmal.

i dont know what is he doing,where he is,how is he doing and all.

i just hope that hes fine.

akmal,i love you.

seeing you smile makes me happy.

2008-04-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

went out with akmal just now.
went to simei to eat.
the carrot cake there is damn nice!
i just cant get enough.
actually i was full just now,but i ordered it anyway because if i didnt order it akmal wouldnt eat.
that way,he had to finish up the left over and he would eat.
i dont want my boyfriend to be thin.
i want him to be fat,chubby,boncet and tembam.

after we ate and talk things out,we went to the pet safari or whatever shit they call it.
the puppies i tell you,are damn cute!!!!!
i wanted to take pictures of it,but the stupid ah beng over there didnt allow.
i dont understand those policies.

so we walked to tampines.
and we came acroos these students selling this stupid origami stars or whatever it is for 2 FREAKING DOLLARS!
just for one star!
one pathetic star!
my god!
so our last destination was the library.
i wanted to borrow some books.
then head back home.

now im watching ugly betty.
and abang is being irritating.
kept asking whether his sofa matches his wall design lah,whether its better to shift this,shift that.
my god!
its your room deary abang.
how the hell should i know!

he pimped his own sofa and those things.(i dont know what the things is called.)

not soo Happy tree friends.

2008-04-04T10:04:00.002+08:00

Fall out boy.
Eye candy.
too gore!
but the characters are damn cute!

i miss you like hell.

2008-04-03T19:41:00.002+08:00

eventhough it was a 2 hour thingy,it meant a lot to me.

gimme anything in this world,but ill only accept him.

2008-04-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.

my life is just getting darker and darker.
i wish i could turn back time.
i know that would be impossible.
i just wish that we could pretend that nothing happened and move on with our old life.
the life that im sure people envy of,
where there was no arguments,misunderstandings,shoutings and "I DONT CARE!"
i miss those late night calls,saturday life,"kita kaya" and especially the "i love you ria fitriana usman!"

i wish sally and johnny love story will continue.

stop bothering and dont bother.

2008-04-01T16:12:00.003+08:00

god!

why did i even bother to check the phone,hoping that you messaged me or even called me.

how foolish am i.

akmal,dont bother.

i just wanna run away.

2008-04-01T09:50:00.002+08:00

isnt it obvious that i didnt go to school today...?

yesterday was my 5 items napfa test.

actually i can go to school,but i dont feel like it.

slept early last night.

i think it was around 7.30pm.

well,first of all i was soo damn tired.

second of all,i dont feel like facing the world.

all i wanted to do was sleep.

so i kinda woke up in the middle of the night.

and i dont know why i cried.

i never felt this lonely before.

i never felt this empty before.

i never felt the things that im feeling right now.

can i just sleep and never wake up again?

i feel like running away.

frm simpang to simei.

2008-03-30T22:17:00.002+08:00

sorry hon,this is just soo funny and i cant help it but post it.:)

anyway,thats why i love you.

three words:cravings,cravings,cravings.

feeling low.

2008-03-29T16:30:00.001+08:00

please bring back that 3rd november 2007 back.

i miss you.

sorry for everything.

2008-03-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

okay,i wont ask you to leave me alone again.

i just love him soo much!

2008-03-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

if you guys had read my previous entry(which i had deleted),well i was angry at that time.

when i get angry,i tend to say things that i didnt mean to.

so,yeah,i didnt meant what i said last night.

i love akmal.

and that gonna stay that way.

nothing can change that.

at least i hope so.

me and akmal is still going strong.

5th month is around the corner.

im soooooo excited.

bingit gilerrrrr punye!

2008-03-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

everythings ruined!
what me and akmal planned for for the last 3 days is ruined!
bloody people!
bloody minahs!
bloody EVERYTHING!!!!

you never fail to make me smile.

2008-03-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

actually i planned not to go out today.

just stay at home and study.

but it was soooo damn boring.

so i called up my beloved mak nenek boyfriend and asked whether he wanna go out with me or not today...

and obviously he said yes.

so we went to raffles place to buy J.Co donuts.

god i miss their donuts.

now that i know i dont have to go all the way to Batam just to eat their donuts,just makes me miss them MORE!

i swear im gonna get those round delicious thing every week!

and then we head down to marina to kill the time because akmal had to meet his cousin.

he said hes gonna turn up at 4,but we met him at 6.

and his friend is soooo the merepek.

and so i find the meeting was boring and we split up.

and also,i find his cousin very annoying and kurang ajar.

after the split,akmal and i went to eat kfc.

(isnt it obvious?)

then went home straight.

actually todays the madrasah gathering at simpang.

but i didnt go.

had something interesting planned for tommorow.

so had to get some rest.

and by the way,did i mention tomorrow is the BEDOK VIEW SPORTS DAY?

hahhaahhaah.

well yeah.

tomorrow is my schools sports day.

but im not attending it.

getting boring each year.

papa had been a pain in the ass.

keep on asking whether im done with the computer or not......

keep on asking when i wanna start studying seriously....

blah blah blah.

IRRITATING BUGGER!

well thats all for today.

gtg before he starts nagging again.

favourite picture of the day.

i hate people.

2008-03-21T13:09:00.003+08:00

i was feeling down lately.

and its not that im doing it to gain peoples attention,its just that i was really feeling down.

i dont feel like doing anything except feeding mysself with junk food.

but yesterday was different.

met akmal and ifran after school.

somehow they made my day.

thank you to those who tried to cheer me up.

especially my mama and akmal.

madrasah camp.

2008-03-16T20:40:00.005+08:00

okay,i just came back from the camp.

i told insyirah about it,and she laughed.

she said "sejak bile madrasah ade camp??"

and continue laughing.

hmph.

wth!

to be frank,i was expecting it to be boring.

but it turned out to be okay.

at least better than nothing right....?

anyway,i didnt sleep well.

so ill update more tomorrow.

Favourites.

2008-03-14T11:25:00.001+08:00

fuck you!

2008-03-13T19:30:00.006+08:00

i cried all night because of what they said,and there you are repeating it straight to my face and you expect me to be okay with it??!!
and when i said dont touch me,you said you were just kidding??!!
do you think im blind??!!
i know you damn well,you cant fool me.
of all people,i didnt expect YOU to say it.

i fucking hate you!
just like how i hate them.

now i know!

2008-03-12T17:09:00.001+08:00

AKMAL!!!!!

now i know where you got those photos of yours which i didnt send to you.

dah pandai eh anak ibo.

nyahahhaha.

9th March 2008

2008-03-11T20:56:00.005+08:00

i should be posting these on the day itself,but i was busy.
so last sunday,akmal and i went to the mosaic festival and attended the Great Spy Experiment gig.
i dont really listen to them,but according to akmal,they are the best.
hes a huge fan of them.
he claim himself as the great spy freak.
whatever lah eh.
asal dia bahagia lah eh...
since hes soo into them,he wanted to take pictures with them.
i know,semangat nak mampos.
so i layan kan dia.

first attempt.

2nd attempt.

at last...
hahhaha.
i dont whats wrong with me that day.
nervous maybe.

123rd of 'iloveyou' day.

2008-03-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

so today is our 123rd day together.
hahha.
so the plan is that before we go to school,we'll have breakfast first.
then after school,meet up and spend the rest of the day together.
.
.
.
.......
but we were sooo carried away by talking about my brothers girlfriend and stuff,we didnt realise that its 9am.
which makes it obvious that im damn late for my class.
so we decided to skip school instead.
hahhaha.

so we head down to down town east to sit by the beach.we stayed there till 1pm.and to tell you the truth,eventhough its raining,i enjoyed spending those few hours with akmal.

after 10 hours of spending time together and being outside,we didnt have enough money to buy any food.
we combined all th cash that we had in our wallets.
and we only had $4.80 left.
then i said "eh u,kita kaya!"
hahhahah.
i said that because we were sooo damn hungry,and we thought we didnt have any cent lef to buy any food..
we decided to buy old chung kee.
the moral of the story is that dont skip school if you didnt plan to.
?
nvm.
thats what i learnt today.
:)

honey,we should do this breakfast thingy and go to the beach more often okay?
but with lotsa cash.
nyahahhahaha.

the way that i love you.

2008-03-10T19:06:00.001+08:00

a superb comeback song by ashanti.

vectors.

2008-03-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

these images just make me wanna learn how to do vectors.

but its sooooo damn bloody hard!

abang,help!!!!

taklei tahan lah.

i want any of these!!!

super duper happy.

2008-03-08T13:05:00.003+08:00

aaaahhhhhh.

waking up at 12.51pm on a saturday morning,knowing the holiday just started is the best feeling in the whole wide world.

4th month baby!

cheeky boyfriend.

2008-03-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

i think i blogged too much of my boyfriend.

but i cant help it.

im sooooo damn in love,cant you see?

matair aku gatal punye myspace profile.
boys will always be boys.

pow wow!

2008-03-05T19:06:00.001+08:00

stupid blogger.

its suppose to be animated and cool.

my bro is sooo damn cool.

2008-03-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

last night when my brother came home,he said "ya,im giving you USD50 to buy anything online.no wait,to buy shoes online.lets go shopping now!".

that brighten up my shagged day instantly.

hahaha.

wouldnt it be nice if he do this more often.

but the problem is i dont know which shoes to buy.

but im seriously in love with onitsuka la.

but stupid abang thinks its damn common.

he asked me to buy sanuks instead.

he said i can buy anything,but whenever i want to buy that particular shoes,he'll say im kental and all.

control freak sia.

anyway,had art lesson today.

nothing much happened.

same thing everyday.

after school,me and farz bought the muchy donuts.

ate long john silver.

then head back home.

sleep.

nvm.

god,i am soooo pemalas.

full of cool/random shizz.

2008-03-02T19:32:00.001+08:00

so today we journalists in perdaus had to follow f&b team to get sponsorship for the camp.

so they went to geylang.

i never thought begging for food would be sooo damn irritating.

but had fun though.

meet radin and idayu.

outing with abang was cancelled because its raining cats and dogs.

favourite pictures of the day.

convo with mal lala.

boy oh boy. says (4:06 PM):
akmal,i wanna be a princess on my bdae.
boy oh boy. says (4:06 PM):
ok?
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:07 PM):
ok
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:07 PM):
b,what u want for ur bdae?
boy oh boy. says (4:07 PM):
i wanna be a princess.
boy oh boy. says (4:07 PM):
weeeeeee.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:07 PM):
yelar,i tau.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:08 PM):
hari2 pon princess pe.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:08 PM):
hahha.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:08 PM):
u are my all time princess love.
boy oh boy. says (4:09 PM):
huh?
boy oh boy. says (4:09 PM):
full time princess love or full time princess or ur full time lovely princess
boy oh boy. says (4:09 PM):
?
boy oh boy. says (4:09 PM):
hahhahahahaa.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:09 PM):
all.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:10 PM):
3 in 1.
boy oh boy. says (4:10 PM):
ok.
boy oh boy. says (4:10 PM):

:)
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:10 PM):
hahahha.

boy oh boy. says (4:12 PM):
eh,go update ur myspace laaaaaaaa
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:12 PM):
nnti arh
boy oh boy. says (4:12 PM):
i give u 24 hrs.
boy oh boy. says (4:12 PM):
tak update,u jage.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
imma fierce gf.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
hear me roar.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
hahhahahhaha.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
meow.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
wah wah wah.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
ape laaaaaaa.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
maseh tak tkt.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
tkt.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
hahaha.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
tak load ah.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
cb btl.
boy oh boy. says (4:13 PM):
diam ah.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
yelar2.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:13 PM):
nnti i up to date kn dier.
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
ok.
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
huh?
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
where gt such thing.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:14 PM):
hahhahha.
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
MEPEK!
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:14 PM):
my terms.
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
kong aja.
boy oh boy. says (4:14 PM):
wadever.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:14 PM):
hunney....izzit kong ajo or kong aja?

boy oh boy. says (4:15 PM):
KONG AJOOOOOOOO.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:15 PM):
hahahha.
boy oh boy. says (4:15 PM):
noooo.
boy oh boy. says (4:15 PM):
its KONG AJO NOH.
boy oh boy. says (4:15 PM):
hehe.
paranoid android.™ sally love. says (4:15 PM):
hahhahah.

full of shit couple.

i love you,but i hate you.

2008-03-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

god!im home early today.

i reached home at 8.30.

thats because akmals mother asked him to go home early.

i just bought a pair of flats from topshop.

i checked it online,it cost £15.00($32).

and when i bought it,it cost freaking $45!!!

i know it needs to be shipped and stuff,but extra of $12????!

MY GOD!

i think the next purchase im buying online.

so we bought the dairy queens oreo blizzard and muruku(thats what akmal call the cherros or whatever shit it is.)

and went to zara.

i swear i hate those shops that disallow food and drinks.

who in the world would wanna spill their drinks or chilli on their clothes???

so we put the food in akmals bag.

advatages of bringing a bag along.

so this mak nenek is soooo happy with his muruku.

hahhaa.

bloody bugger.

everything was perfect until we were on our way home in the mrt.
godamnit akmal!
i cant stop getting mad at you.

i hate secrets more than anything.

stupid JI guy.

2008-03-01T14:25:00.003+08:00

brother advised me not to go out too often or saty out late.
he said for my own safety,its better to stayat home.
now that this guy is on the loose,we might never know what he'll do or even capable of doing.

but i seriously think hes not in singapore anymore.
isnt it obvious that hes either in indonesia or thailand.
akmals friend said that he used to live at teck whye.
hahahhaha.
i told my brother that,and he laughed at me.
he said "why you tell me that for?we all already know where he lived.but we just wanna know where is he NOW."
HAHAHAHHA.
shukri can even ask me why my brother needs to standby.
funny thing is that when these small things occur,we all react or ask stupid questions.

*in case youre wondering what my brother do for a living,hes a policeman.an SOC member to be exact.

anyway,i gtg.
going out to buy some stuff.
hahahhah.
abang,i promise not to stay out late.
ill try.
:)

i wonder how,i wonder why.

2008-02-29T20:18:00.003+08:00

my class just cant stop singing this bloody song.
and i cant stop humming it.
its bloody irritating.
but i love my class.

as blue as i can be.

2008-02-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

i hate CAs.

the marks just makes your heart stop.

its even worst than a rollercoaster ride.

i guess by now yall know already why im feeling blue.

blah!

2008-02-26T20:36:00.001+08:00

okay,i didnt go to school today.

my entire body aches.

and my brain too.

hahah.

anyway,i think everyone should watch this movie.

it makes me appreciate my family,friends and especially boyfriend.

this is hilarious.

all my life,i always thought we look different.

but this picture prove me wrong.

we look equally stupid.

nyahahhahahaha.

im called pinky because of my room.

2008-02-24T20:07:00.001+08:00

went to madrasah.

seriously,i cant figure out any valid reasons why i have to attend stupid religious classes every week on SUNDAY MORNING.

AT 8AM!!!!

big ass camera.

my boyfriend dropped by my house just now.

he went in my room.

and asked,"b,why your room is sooo pink?"

"because i like pink."

"hmm,but cam cute gitu lah kan."he said while nodding his head.

kepo people makes my life difficult.

random.

2008-02-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

im wearing my boyfriends tshirt.

and i think its nice.

it looks like a tshirt dress.

nyahahhaha.

FINALLY,i bought the jeans.

and its a slim cut jeans.

i bought it from zara.

and its damn bloody cheap lah.

i cant believe my luck lah.

but i didnt buy any clothes though.
not yet.

shoes too.

so honey,wanna go out next week?

spree.

2008-02-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

if anyone heard of the gojane spree,please let me know.

thanks!

little miss fucked up.

2008-02-20T17:56:00.001+08:00

I HATE MY FREAKING HAIR!
i shouldve cut it in the first place.
it was already perrrrfect.
but now,it looks like shit!
ive been crying my eyes out everynight.
and i think akmal is sick and tired of trying to cheer me up or even comforting me.

basically,my life is fucked up.

i found this book at bedok library.
me and farz aughed like nobodys businesss when we read this.
its damn freaking hilarious la.
click on it to read it.
and i swear,i feel like this girl does.
but the bad thing is that i cant be wearing a pantyhose on my head to school right...?

go on with your miserable life.....

2008-02-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

some people are just sickening creatures.

people has their own perspective.

so if i think valentines day is stupid or even if i wanna celebrate it,is it your problem??

did i ever asked for your opinion??

did i ever asked you to buy me a gift??

as i used to say in my blog,respect whatever i say.

so if you think im stupid or wrong or whatever shit it is,then might as well dont blog-hop.

why not you just live in the cave instead of taking in other peoples thoughts.

i just think that these kinda people has nothing better to do.

at least i dont go around causing trouble with other people.

and you say im the minah?

what makes you not one?

anyway,i dont care what you bastards think.

as long as im happy,im fine with that.

so leave my 97% perfect life alone!

stupid mother fuckers!

im sally and hes johnny.

2008-02-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

akmal was soo nice just now.

he accompanied me to esplanade library.

dada gave me $150 to buy jeans.

so the first thing that came to my mind is skinnies.

DUH!

so me and akmal head down to marinas zara.

and its cheap lah.

its just 89 bucks.

everything was perfect until my boyfriend said "i tak tau la eh....i just think that skinnies are just so minah."

god!

bingit semacam sey.

perangai macam babi.

so in the end,i didnt buy anything.

just bought a few things at muji.

then went home after i collected my fathers jeans at levis.

basically,nothing interesting happened today.

its just that mal kept giving me headaches.

whatever it is,lets get drunk next week!

i wish.....

2008-02-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

dear boyfriend,

how i wish i could understand you.

how i wish i could be part of your life.

how i wish you could stop giving me headaches.

how i wish you could be an angel for a day.

how i wish you could stop me worrying.

how i wish you could stop getting into trouble.

just for the record.

2008-02-16T15:26:00.001+08:00

Whatcha been doin'? Whatcha been doin?
Whoa, Whoa,
Haven't seen ya 'round,

How you been feelin'? How you been feelin'?
Whoa, whoa,
Don't you bring me down,

All that shit about me,
Being with him,
Can't believe,
All the lies that you told,
Just to ease your own soul,
But I'm bigger than that,
No, you don't have my back,
No, No, HA

Well I'm sorry,
That he called me,
And that I answered the telephone,
Don't be worried,
I'm not with him,
And when I go out tonight,
I'm going home alone,
Just got back from my tour,
I'm a mess girl for sure,
All I want is some fun,
Guess that I'd better run,
Hollywood sucks you in,
But it won't spit me out,
Whoa Whoa, HA

Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's going on?
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you look at your own life,
Instead of looking into mine,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
Don't you got somewhere to go?
I didn't steal your boyfriend,

Please stop telling all your friends,
I'm getting sick of them,
Always staring at me like I took him from ya'

get your facts right first bitches!

coz you cant trust a girl who goes around spread false rumours.

dont trust me?

youll find out when she talks about you.

by that time,its too late.

Because i find it damn boring.

2008-02-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

st.valentine,be dead!

i think today is the worst day of the week.

i hate valentines day,and i never even like the idea of it.

if you like or love a particular somebody,everyday is a valentines day right...

it just doesnt make sense.

some random photos that i took in the class.

and i fucking miss akmal.

i am akmals gangster wife.

2008-02-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

monday was an interesting day for me.
somehow lah.
i didnt sleep the whole day.
sunday night,i didnt sleep AT ALL!
hahaha.
talked on the phone with you-know-who.
hahahahaha.

so the next day,i met him.
we had our meal at LJS.
and i got to tell you,my boyfriend drink the chilli up man.
he ate 6 freaking packets of chilli.
GOD!

then we hang out and i tried his glasses on.and my mother said i look like him.

farz and i tried the munchy donut just now.
and its delicious lah.
i nearly had an orgasm.
except that the chocolate donut taste like shit!
DONT BUY THE CHOCOLATE DONUTS!
IT TASTE LIKE SHIT!

hyped.

2008-02-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

went to madrasah today.
didnt go for two weeks.
but this time around,its fun.
i laughed soo hard that my stomach hurt.
but too bad,next week we're starting classes as normal.
BORIIIIIIING!

oooooooooh saaaaaaalyyyyyyyyyy...
happy 3rd monthsary honey...
hahhaha.
i know its not necessary for me to say that in my blog,but im just soo delighted lah.
im sooooo in love,cant you see?
:)

so here are some lame shit entertainment for yall(not yaw).
WTH!

fucked up.

2008-02-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

okay boyfriend,your cousin just ruined my day.

and please dont make it any worst.

have no idea.

2008-02-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was on the net the whole entire day.
i revamp my myspace profile.
and akmals.
and its damn rad.
i use my old layout.
im just soo im love with that layout.
akmals,as usual,its that blue,white,red thingy.
its soo damn typical of him la.

now im seriously thinking of getting extensions.
im fucking in love with long,messy,curly,i-dont-know-whatelse hair.
mummy,please,please,please grant my wish!

just a simple one like this will do too.

anyway,gtg.
meeting akmal at 2.
better get ready now.
he always complain saying im ALWAYS late.
BYE!
ill update later.

boredom.

2008-02-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

of all the holidays,i really hate this one.

no offence,but CNY is just soo boring.
since all shops are closed,ive been going to online shops instead.

speaking of which,according to a particular website,my life is 90% perfect.(i wonder whose life is 100% perfect....)
to tell you the truth,half of it is true and half of it is sooo not true.

anyway,just to make the record straight,i didnt get whatever i want.

for example i want these things;

so today im just wasting my time on the computer.
so ive decided to edit some stuff.

stupid blog.the picture supposed to be animated.

14th febuary.

2008-02-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

my friend is driving me nuts.

i was sleeping in the bus while on the way home just now,when my irritating-lovesick-excited-overjoyed friend called.
and i thought its an important thing.

guess what he asked when i answered the phone?

"eh,she like metal bracelet or plastic bracelet?"

kimak....

irritating sey.

he woke me up from my dream just to ask for my opinion on a bracelet.

the reason why he asked me is because hes choosing a bracelet for my bestfriends valentines day gift.

speaking of which,i wonder whats in store for me......

hmmmmm...

hahhahaha.

AT LAST!!!!!

2008-02-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

at last!

the day ive been waiting for since monday.

WOOOOHOOOO!

CNY!

PARTY!

hahhaha.

NO SCHOOL!!

im soo damn happy.

anyway,ive finished my 'O' levels art research.

and to be frank,im damn proud of it.

because last year ive been such a playful girl.

now,ive matured.

hahaha.

hani did this for me instead of doing her own work.

the colour of my cup is soo the alice in wonderland.
ive decided to name my art piece as Mad Tea Party.
so,is that cool?

sexy 3.2.

2008-02-03T09:15:00.000+08:00

i exchanged handphone with my mother the other day.

and i got to say that for a 46 yr old lady,the phone is superb lah.
the camera is 3.2 megapixel.

its even better than mine or even akmals.

i somehow find this particular corner in my room interesting.

cute cute chubby handsome syafiq.

2008-02-02T00:09:00.001+08:00

achtung!

conversation with my fellow classmate.

Fly Boy Syafiq says:
tk handsome jek pada aku
inhale,exhale. says:
nta la.
inhale,exhale. says:
kau kn jantan.
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
nk bandingkan
inhale,exhale. says:
tk kn nk ckp jantan laen hansem kn.
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
ko imagine aku kurus muke tk tembam
inhale,exhale. says:
hahahhahahahahahha
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
cnfrm lagi hansem dari die
inhale,exhale. says:
cannot imagine la babe.
inhale,exhale. says:
sori.
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
imagine bdh
inhale,exhale. says:
hehe
inhale,exhale. says:
tak boleh.
inhale,exhale. says:
serious.
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
konek
inhale,exhale. says:
aku rase ah kau lagi hensum.
inhale,exhale. says:
kau takde pe?
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
tkde ape
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
ohh haxhax
Fly Boy Syafiq says:
batang kejantanan aku.

this guy cute as hell.

wanna see him??

toldcha hes cute.

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttt!

2008-01-31T19:57:00.000+08:00

im weak all day.

i might be all bubly and stuff,but actually im weak.

seriously.

people never see me get all moody and all,but whenim at home,im worse than moody.

i curse and swear anyone,anything that gets in my way.

which just happened to akmal just now.

somehow im extremely pissed off with him.

i dont know why.

i think it because he keeps on changing our plans.

and it annoys me lah.

anyway,went to NAFA open house just now.

its cool,but the waiting time is ridiculous lah.

the paintings are rad as hell!

its like super super super super perrrfect.

i swear youll think im exagerating,but its true.

i was never impressed with NAFA,but after seeing their work with my own eyes,they are super talented people lah.

i said that because,my brother graduated from NAFA.

and i was never impressed with his works.

hahahhaha.

im being mean,i know.

oh well,hes my brother.

what do you expect....

im being disgusting and hani is rocking.

tak kan paham....

his bdae,but im excited about it.

2008-01-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt say this today.

but im soo damn bloody excited.

and i dont know why.

hahhaahhaha.

AKMALS TURNING 18 TOMORROW!

his birthday,but im the one who gets excited.

"i dont wanna be 18 lah."he said.

bodoh or what??

some people cant wait to blow their 18th birthdays candle.

but this boy wanted to stay 17 all his life.

i got him these oh-so-cute cupcakes.

its soo damn perfect that i feel like not giving it to him.

haha.

before meeting him,farz,naaz and i went to bedok corner to have our meal.

farz swore that the carrot cakes over there is freaking deliciouso.

but unfortunately,when we were there,the stall was closed.

poor farz.

da semangat,sekali tak dapat makan.

so we all decided to try out this pizza and pasta stall.

i didnt expect to find that kinda stall at bedok corner to tell you the truth.

its sooooo,pasta mania-ish.

and its cool lah.

its nice too.

everybody should try it.

and cheap too!

ive ruined my day.

2008-01-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

went out to haji lane with mallon just now.

i love going there.

everything over there is superbbbbb.

i had a great day.

but when mal send me home and my bloody mouth asked him a stupid question.

somehow i think ive ruined my own day.

akmal,sorry.

i just wana know the truth.

junky food.gossipy girls.

2008-01-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

my mother said that im addicted to junk food.

i said "no lah!mane ade.pandai-pandai je."

then after a few days,my legs keep walking in and out of macdonalds.

if im not eating macdonalds,ill be eating long john silver.

if not,ill be eating want want rice crackers or milo cereals.

ive been eating alot lately.

how can i NOT eat??

im stressed out!

"b,sorry if i get fat."thats what i told akmal.

eating junk food like nobodys business.

other than junk food,im addicted to Gossip girls.

its WAAAAAAAY better than The OC or whatever shit it is.

those guys in that show are super duper hot hot heat lah FUCK!

if theres a dvd set,i want it man.

thats all for now.

xoxo.

you know you love me..

hahahhahaha.

isnt it nice to be happy?

2008-01-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

i cant believe today is my only day "off" and i have to wake up at 8 AM to go to madrasah.

its soo damn ridiculous lah!

so i went out with akmal.

that boyfriend of mine i tell you is soo damn irritating.

hahahahha.

but no matter how irritating he is,ill still love him lah.

anyway,my dada is becoming MORE irritating each day.

cant stand the old man.

brothe kept telling me to be nice to him.

but ive been nice to him all along.

its just that whatever i do,it never satisfies him.

its STUPID la.

everybody is telling me to just do whatever he ask me to.

but whatever he ask me to do is merepek la.

fuck it la.

i dont care anymore la.

4/6 moving on to 5/2

2008-01-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

found last year's class photo.

the number of enrolment dropped tremendously lah sey.

last year i was #06.

this year im #02.

eventhough we didnt agree fully with each other,i somehow enjoy my one year with them.

to those who didn't make it to sec 5,good luck on whatever you guys are doing.
hope we could have a reunion in the future.

i can die,thats why im cranky.

2008-01-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

freaking retarded!stupid open house.went to ngee ann polys open house.its sooo damn boring lah.but its organized though.

okay,im tired.

she raise me up.

2008-01-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

guess who dropped by to cheer up my boring,bleak,meaningless day...

....

akmal,i miss you.

cupid's tears.

2008-01-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down.

monday blues.

2008-01-14T16:53:00.000+08:00

i didnt sleep well lately.

i curse alot.

im cranky.

im easily irritated.

dont try to even stare at me

coz ill bite your head off.

dickheads!

such a nightmare.

2008-01-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to temasek polys open house. its freaking cool lah.its way better than singapore polys.

the drink at tp is like urine test la.

its yellowish and half of the small pathetic cup.

then i went to bedok because i was soo damn selenge.i took the bus at the opposite bustop.i meet insyirah at 6 ,i think.actually we were suppose to meet at 230,but the open house was soo damn interesting,i post poned our meeting.the plan is that insyirah,akmal and i should go to town to buy our stuff.but somehow,somebody got all prangai,everything changed.

and so,insyirah,liyana and i went to pizza hut to eat.i was soo pissed off,i cant stop cursing and swearing.DAT person never fail to irritated me yesterday.(thanks akmal for being such an irritating boyfriend.)after the meal,liyana had to go home because she said shes feeling tired.or whatever..haha.

the platter super lah sey!

a picture with my "mother"

the ness of the est.

so i accompanied insyirah to buy her stuff because thats the only day off she have.but unfortunate for her that whatever she wanted to buy are all at orchard.so she ended up buying the gladiator sandals(nak gi perang pat mane pun tak tau....haha.) at charles and keith and her mango bag.i seriously dont understand that girl.the bag is like $50,but it looks like those at bugis street.GOD!addicted to branded stuff.wth.

anyway,bro set up the new comp already.nyahahaha.

am i or am i not?

2008-01-12T12:25:00.000+08:00

according to my boyfriend,im a spendthrift.

to make things worst,my mother fully agree with him.

i seriousy dont think im a big spender lah.

just because i HAVE to buy something when i go out,doesnt mean im a spender.

so what if i spend alot?

i didnt get whatever i want ok.

just for the record,im NOT a spendthrift and a spoilt brat.

nah,akmal.this one is for you.i LOVE the hush sound.

what a week!

2008-01-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

i wanna get out of secondary school!

its soo damn stressing la seeing your friends all in poly n all.

feel soo miserable.

2008 should be THE year of all years.

coz im turning 18.

which means im legal to almost everything la.

but this year soo damn suay.

bodoh betol.

random pictures.

2nd day of school of 1st term.

2008-01-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

okay,its 2nd day of school.

and i declare that being in sec 5 sucks lah.

eventhough we are the oldest in the whole school,it still sucks lah.

this year is going to be a stressful year man.

pressure babe.....

anyway,i just bought a new handphone.

its the w910i.

yes,its a shaker phone.

but its not as good as you might think it is lah.

2007-12-30T12:42:00.000+08:00

last nite went out with mal.we went to haji lane.

and when i said haji lane,its always sheesha.

hahah.came home around 11pm.

yesterday was quite a boring day for me.

okay,its obvious that i dont have anything interesting wanna say.

so here are the pictures i took while in aceh.....

and yesterday's.

2007-12-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

ok,im baaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkkkkkk.in case ure wondering where the hell ive been to.well,ive been to aceh and sabang within the last 10 days.and yes,i hvnt collect my results yet.

but i got 6 points BABY!

its 1,2,3.

malay,maths,english.

im soo damn bloody happy man.

anyway,i have a new baby.cant tellu now though.

weeeee.

happy.happy.happy.

im soooo like overrr the rainbow.

haahahhaha.

toodles!

2007-12-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

kissing without a sound says:
eh,i suke ape?
kissing without a sound says:
still remeber?
kissing without a sound says:
remember*
kissing without a sound says:
hahha
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
subway....macdonald...turqouise,boys.
kissing without a sound says:
ben and jerry takde?
kissing without a sound says:
hahah
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
tk
kissing without a sound says:
wadever
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
hahaha
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
what i like???
kissing without a sound says:
if i noe more than u noe abt me,u nak kasi i ape?
kissing without a sound says:
hahahahaha
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
kasi pe???
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
hahahhaha
kissing without a sound says:
shut up la
kissing without a sound says:
u like strippers,nasi ayam,mee goreng MAMA,black,green,wasting time,fooling ard.
kissing without a sound says:
LAZ BUT NOT LEAST,CHOCOLATE!!!!
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
wooooooooooooooooooo
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
and i like u!
stupidity kills. be my rock and roll queen. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAH.

my boyfriend is the cutest thing lah.

2007-11-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

as i was surfing the net,my mother kepo-kepo ask me to go to this stuipid website.then i saw this link that says "halal pork".i know theres something wrong with that word.halal and pork in the same sentence,that just doesnt make sense at all.then i realised,where got babi halal....?hahaah.

as usual,i send akmal the link.he love anything that has got to do with BABI.hahaha.

cincalok babi..

weeee.

http://www.pergeraq.net/ntucpork.html

2007-11-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

the computer is like babi.so malas wanna update.

2007-11-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

went out with him and nabil just now.as usual,i was late.but this time,im really late.suppose to meet him at paya lebar mrt at 1230.since that i was sooo late,they asked me to meet them at bugis mrt instead.i arrived at 130.hahax!sorry boys.i woke up late!what do u expect..

we all went home early.nabil had to go somewhere else.and since he was soooo damn tired,we went home at around 7..

so when i got online,he asked me to help him out with his school project.its quite interesting.he has to create his own website and stuff.and he main tipu by using blogger.not just that!he took the skin from blogskins.com.but he got all pissed off when his internet connection got fucked up.the next thing i know,he give up.and i have to do it for him.....

u better belanja me sheesha eh,lala.

check this out.stupid bitch cursing her bf.

never in a million years i would ever do that!AMEN!

isnt it nice to be happy?

2007-11-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

okay people...

im soo enamorado de lala.

él me hace lah feliz sey.

me siento bendito.

la caída enamorada realmente hace la gente va loco.

go find it out yourself!

long long week

2007-11-05T20:08:00.000+08:00

its been a busy week.for the whole week,i had this stupid-interesting course.its cool and annoying at the same time.i dont know why i said that..but i gain lots of knowledge from it.i told my mother that i wanted to be a graphic designer just like me brother,she just nod and walk away...i know what youre think..dont ask me,i dont know myself....

friday,i went to mustafa with insyirah and liyana.i LOVE mustafa.but some people think its smelly.haha..i dont understand these people.if i live mearby,ill go there everyday lah sey.before we go to mustafa,we went to komala vilas.(i dont know whether this is the halal 1 or not...)in ordered masala tosai.and it has this huge ass onion that looks like POTATO!

i swear she looks like my mother..

on sat,i got soo damn high that i hit the gate while im trying to pick up my shoes.thats all im gonna say.nothing more.

blahs

2007-10-27T14:41:00.000+08:00

basically,i cant think of anything interesting i did this week.

the only thing that i did this week is that i went to nafisahs 15th bdae celebration.no pictures yet because shes havent send it to me.

alipieeez doing his thang.

this job thingy is killing me man.i hate to wait.i think i might join insyirah with her cleaning job.haha.the pay is quite good.ive been thinking about it for quite awhile.mother said that im just plain lazy thats why i think about it for soooooo long.

anyway,i found this ashley tisdale's video.god!i feel like im watching high school musical all over again.except that high school musical is waaaay better than this stupid video.

britneys video,gimme more is like a home-made video.seriously.what are thay thinking?!!!

god save this teeny booper please!before she kill herself and kevin get the kids.amen!

2007-10-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

the interview was alrite...theres no interview at all lah actually.we just fill in the form,then that lady ask us to leave...emmmm.i went to vivo with insyirah afterwards bcoz shukri had to meet his friends.

tha day after,i went to ikea with mama love.didnt buy much.i bought some junk.haha.i LOVE JUNKS!then we go to giant.giant looks exactly like matahari in indonesia.i feel like im at indonesia when i arrived there.god i love to go supermarket......the ben&jerry over there is cheap as hell lah.its $8.90 i think.usually i bought it for $11 i think.

thats all for now.

2007-10-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

blogger is being a bitch man.stupid stuff.i was editting my template,and i guess theres virus or something.it just snap and the stupid "dont send report" thing pop out.irritating.ive wasted 30 mins of my lousy day editting the freaking layout.babi.

well,never mind that.i somehow feel like flying off to US man.the clothes there are superb!its freaking nice and oh-so-beautiful!i wish i could live there.they have everything there man.iPhone,sidekick,sears,H&M....arghhhh.somebody,please fly me there!i promise ill be your servant if you could do that..*

went out to geylang just now.accompany mother to buy curtains.the fabric are quite nice.above my expectation actually.hahah.dont get me wrong,im not looking down on geylang.its just that the main reason i go there is to buy ready-made baju kurung.before this,mother bought all the curtains at spotlight.but after what i saw just now,i think ill ask her to buy the next set over there.

after geylang,dad ask us to accompany him to get his eyes check.everybody says that my father has this blue thing circling his black eyes area(i dont know what does it called.).i didnt notice it till just now.i thought he inherited it from my grandfather,but actully the optician said that my father has high cholestrol.hahhaaha.really....my father was all paiseh and stuff.as far as i know,hes the most healthiest old man ive ever known.hes 60 yrs old and he still runs around with his big round belly.

got to go now.have to sleep big interview in 10hrs.yikes!

*i didnt really mean that.if my mother gonna take me there,ill still not help her with all the chores.hehe.

2007-10-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

today is sooooo damn boring that i thought my life was over.anyway,im excited about this up coming job interview in going with shukri.its on wednesday,but i feel like going tomorow.
im officially in love with GAP kids' clothes.isnt it amazing how i can fit in those kinda size.i guess that shows that im not THAT fat afterall.a friends friend said that im fat and i look fat.i was quite upset.but when i get to know that i can fit in kids clothes,the first thing i thought was "stupid mother fucker.cant even differentiate between fat and average body type......"

slamat hari raya!

2007-10-14T03:35:00.000+08:00

such a bleak day.didnt go out.eventhough its hari raya.bro had to work.no pictures yet.im going to update tomorrow.

Check out my Slide Show!

2007-10-12T13:19:00.001+08:00

she call me mama,i call her tata..

shes soo damn cute,she can even make me look good.(not cute though..)

ebay,ebay,ebay

2007-09-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

bid,bid,bid.be the highest bidder.dont lose.you cant afford to lose that kinda shirt.bid,bid,bid.higher,higher,higher.

thats what i told to myself.thats what my mother heard when she came in my room to check on me whether im asleep or not.addiction is the word.im fucking addicted with online shopping.ebay is my favourite.i used to think that online shopping is crap,now im hooked!theres soo many things,too little time!now im bidding to this shrit.striped sleeveless shirt.gtg..have to bid darlz...

freaking irritating

2007-07-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

prelims prelims prelims.thats all i could think of.testimony testimony testimony,as if im going outta school this year.ill be studying at bedok view from 2004 to 2008 lah bodoh!

just wanted to let you fellow readers that im not gonna blog more often.no time..as they say,its time to cheong!!!!!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY

typical sundays

2007-07-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

i cabot madrasah just now.i just realised that i went to madrasah once sinse it reopen.maybe i should quit.i hate madrasah.it used to be fun.but now,my class is full of minahs lah sey.theres even a group of attention-seekers.fuck them all lah.

i went to library with tahirah.before that we ate at mcdonalds.god i love mcdonalds.i just need a lifetime supply from it.i wonder how much will that cost?i wonder how long would i live?hmmmm....

now,im addicted to myspace.its fucking cool lah.just wish more of my friends have them.and i can say that my layout is RAD.im soo excited.

visit it okay?

myspace lah fuck!

finally...

2007-07-22T10:17:00.000+08:00

yessssssaaaa!!!finally my art is fully done.to those who havent done it yet,like fanaa, good like lah eh...(:

toing toing toing toing.

2007-07-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

only god knows how stressful it is taking N level.they say its easy.but ill say,kiss my ass!easy my foot lahhh!chibye!im all stressed out over my art.no time to blog and all.

on friday,i went to Ikea with insyirah and yana.i like going there on weekdays.its like i own that damn place.

on saturdy,i went out with nizam and nafnaf,nizam brought 2 of his friends along.and im telling you,his chinese friend,has the word sexy written all over his FOREHEAD!im serious.im not kidding.dont have his picture though.he left early.

a looong and dreadful weekend.

2007-07-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

such a looong week.im soo damn tired.restless.toing.boing.oink-oink.and whatever else that make people feel lousy.ive been doing my art like fuck!whateverrrrr.im tired.aniway,i watched the teevo just now.i saw avrils new video.its damn sedih lah.i cried. :p really...

2007-07-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

hello human.now im feeling sick.i cant sneeze.tomorrow im schooling.but yet,im still blogging and editting.here are some pictures we took on the 30th of june 2007.

no place for us to eat.and so we have to wait by the street.

gelojoh boy.its not even his bdae.

fucked up look.

this is what you get if you force yourself to have sheesha.dengs!

bird flu + sheesha. :P

more to come.but im lazy,sick and tired.

singapore stadium ku

2007-07-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

all my life,i had only been to singapore stadium 4 times.my first time going there is to watch my cousins performing in school bands.my second time is the last years national day parade.my third is the soccer match.singapore vs malaysia.then my last is the singapore vs thailand.and that was it.i was planning to go to the closing ceremony on saturday.but i found it out at the last minute.eventhough i didnt go there often,i know that im gonna miss the only stadium that has singapore roar.and gave me an unforgetting experience of a soccer match. :)